Metaphysical Questions in a Radio Interview - LISTEN NOW

On the CoachCafeRadio show, with hosts Kathleen and Estra, I provide many #SoulWorkTools and answer variety of metaphysical spiritual questions,  including these:

·         - why don't we remember our past lives?
·         - why do we incarnate?
·         - what is karma and how self-punishment got connected to it?
·         - what is the Soul-Self and what are the mechanics of Creation?
·         - why is it "never too late" to start your spiritual journey?
·         - what is the "theme of a lifetime" and how to deal with repetitive issues?
·         - how to differentiate between reactions to life vs. true messages of the Spirit?
·         - how to properly deal with fear?
·         - how feelings are different from emotions?
·         - what is a good way of dealing with anger?
·         - can we change negative habits?
·         - human energy field anatomy 101 :)
·         - what happens with the energy bodies when we die?
·         - why some people are ready for conscious awakening and some are not?
·         - how do you know who is ready for awakening and who is not?
·         - how to recognize that you are in judgment?
·         - what is the Solar Council and what it does for the planet Earth and the human beings?
·         - why do we need to know about our energy field or how to change negative habits into positive ones?

(1 hour long, but you can pause anytime :)

There is much more information about these topics in my book 
available on my site 
and on Amazon (Kindle and Paperback!)

2014 - the Year of the Horse

2014 - Year of the Horse - black horse running
It is important to set our intentions for the New Year - you can choose the calendar date, the energy date, or both.
The calendar new year is January 1st, 2014, the energy of Year of the Horse will begin to flow on the January 31st, 2014 (shortly after the new Moon), and the energy will get fully activated by the February 4th, 2014. 

This is the year of super-fast speed, free-spirit adventure, unexpected discoveries, social friendliness, lots of human contact, decisive actions, independence, outer and inner travels/explorations, and energetic, intelligent activities. It will be all about great communication with people, your energy guides, the planet, and the Universe.

Every year has an energy type (animal) and an energy element (Fire, Air, Water, Earth, Wood, or Metal) attached to it. The different elemental qualities modify the animal qualities somewhat (for example, 2013 was the year of the Water Snake). 2014 is a Wood Horse, which gives it even more happiness and good fortune! Year's main color is green, and the minor color is blue. You can choose to focus on these colors throughout the year, and add some wood things to your outfits, household, and the car - to anchor yourself in the year of the Wood Horse. The stones which are great for the Year of the Wood Horse are: jade, malachite, green and blue agate, turquoise (for freedom energy), lapis, obsidian and onyx (black Water element supports Wood element in Chinese Feng Shui).
2014 - Year of the Horse - carved jade horse, China
Jade carved Horse - China
Due to the very fast speed, you want to be sure internally before making a decision, otherwise you will be galloping at a neck-breaking speed in a wrong direction! And this means that correcting problems is much harder in 2014, because the energy of that year takes you far into the problem areas before you even realize it, if you are not paying attention! Horse is not diplomatic, it is decision-oriented. So, there is no room for the "I'll wait and see" in 2014. Being impulsive is not a good strategy either, it might leave you lost and broke by the end of 2014 - so make sure you tune into your Higher Self before taking action - just act fast!

It is the year of financial successes, explorations of new opportunities, fast and brave decisions, and overall abundance, but can become unstable if the foundations are shaky. In order to benefit in finances and career, you must manage the details well in 2014, so that nothing can sabotage your quick decision to act. It is a great year for a career change, job change, and asking for promotions - all you got to do is stand tall and know that you are worthy. Tuning into your Higher Self is the only way to know what action is right for you!
There will also be a great temptation to spend your money, so be careful about how much you choose to spend and on what in 2014. The typical overspending areas in the Year of the Horse are entertainment, impatience, and over-helping others. Procrastination is a killer of abundance in a Year of the Horse.
But "financial success" does not mean "peace and profit for everyone". Some world economies will become stronger, while others might collapse in 2014, unable to match the speed of the global market change. Strong black-and-white tendencies will probably generate price fluctuations, wars, stock market ups and downs, and many extremes. Places like Egypt, India, Middle-Eastern countries, will experience a lot of turmoil and change (peace will be restored in 2015 Year of the Sheep, but things will have to get shaken up in the Year of the Horse).

2014 Year of the Horse - black horse standing on hind legs
It is also a great year for starting a new abundance plan - launching a new business, purchasing something profitable, opening a retirement account (even if you do not have much to put into it now, starting it in the year of the Wood Horse is going to set up a great abundance foundation for the future years).

Each year has the "energy code" related to it. For 2014 that code is 732. You can choose to apply these numbers in any combination to your life and ride the Horse well :)

Because the Year of the Horse is very fast flowing, there might be accidents if we do not pay attention to details. So, invest, pay and drive with caution, because the speed of the year will want to push you past your limits, and it is up to you to know your own speed!

Health-wise, the Year of the Horse affects mostly the lungs. As you know, the energy that runs through the lungs is either grief or freedom. Some sadness and depressive energies can also get stuck there, and any time we feel trapped, it is the lungs that become affected. So, process your emotions well, and fast in 2014 - be brave and face them immediately without procrastination - so that they do not negatively affect your lungs. Because the lungs are the "weak link" in 2014, it can result in some viral epidemics. Stay out of the victim mode - it is the victim mentality that allows our immune systems to invite the colds and flu viruses. If you stay in the creator energies, knowing that you are the one who attracts or repels events and conditions of your life, you will be able to ride the Horse without the issues.

Challenges of 2014 are: addiction to fast energy speed (over-electric), having to make decisions fast, money management, tendency to be stubborn, and lung issues.

Gifts of 2014 are: the exhilaration of a fast energy movement, social happiness, good financial fortune, and freedom.

I wish you the best ride on the back of this beautiful 2014 Horse!

Comet ISON and Lessons of Detachment

Metaphysically speaking, Comet ISON (the "blue star Kachina") had activated the expanded range of consciousness on Earth, when it passed less than a million miles from the Sun. Melting itself by the solar heat, it delivered the message of Unity Consciousness, Compassion and Detachment. From that point on, the Sun began to broadcast the energy of the Unity Consciousness into the entire Solar System, affecting all the planets, including Earth. The StarSeeds, and anyone with an already spiritual view on existence here on Earth, were the most likely recipients of this message. Think of it this way: the "room" for consciousness on Earth just became bigger! Most people's consciousness range is still narrow and materialistic and/or tribal, which is ok, it is the place for learning after all! But the ones of us who worked on developing our consciousness range, on awakening the Soul within, on becoming the Soul-Self: we are the "expanders" of that range.

How do we do it? How do we help human kind awaken? By using our #SoulWorkTools and choosing to stay in the higher vibration, in the harmonious energies, instead of allowing ourselves to be swallowed by the current human messes - fears of social, financial and political nature, consumerism, family and other tribal feuds, powerless-ness and meaningless-ness. We must remain in the expanded spiritual perception of the events, even the most difficult and painful ones, in order to contribute to the spiritual awakening on Earth. We must look for meaning in every situation, for conceptual cause of every emotional reaction.

Knowing that within this planetary simulation everything one encounters is a lesson allows one to remain detached from the illusion of the story.

There was some worry about the Comet ISON - from it "hitting the planet", to it "dying" in the Sun. In reality Comet's job was to be the activator of consciousness range expansion, which meant it had to bring itself to the Sun. Destruction of Earth or returning back into space after visiting the Sun were never parts of its mission. Upon entering the Solar atmosphere most of the Comet melted, releasing its codes of the Cosmic Light into the Sun. A small amount of debris (without the core) survived the passage and continued past the Sun. Then the material component had also deteriorated, but the energy of the Comet will keep going, passing the Earth, and will eventually rest in the Oort Cloud (an asteroid-rich energy-charged outer "envelope" of our Solar System).

Solar System inside a large orb of the Oort Cloud
The lessons of Detachment are, and going to be, showing up in everything - watch for them. That is because in order to arrive at the expanded range of awareness (conscious dreaming, deep spiritual experiences, psychic abilities, inner knowing and intuition etc.) we require detachment from the lower confused energies. Human beings go through the confusion, powerlessness and sometimes suffering, in order to grow out of it. It is a path of initiation. In order for us to create the life we want, to use our intentions consciously, to wield the power of Spirit, we must be in Detachment.

While in Detachment, we do not demand life to conform to our will, we receive life. But it is not a blind submission to it either - personal preference is required in order to navigate and relate with Spirit. Detachment does not mean an absence of desire. It is just that the desire in this case is from the Soul, not from the Ego.

Preference is an exercise of unique identity without a demand.
Demand is an intense desire to control life, based on the will of the Ego, not the Soul.
Detachment is a state of being for a harmonious Soul-Self, where one is free of the lower desires of the Ego (demands) while exercising curiosity of the Higher Self identity (preference).

I am making a special Night Quad for the Comet ISON energy imprint of Detachment on the night of December 25th - the night after Christmas, from the 25th to the 26th. 
If you would like to sign up for that Quad, please go here:

You can read more about creating your life while applying Detachment in my book Awakening the Harmony Within. Here is an excerpt from Intentions and Manifestations chapter: 

"…Detachment is necessary for awakening. It allows us to release unconscious intense emotions, so we stop bringing these unwanted experiences into our lives. When detachment is mastered, intent is under our conscious command, and so is the application of intense desire upon request of our Higher Selves.
Detachment does not mean "no desires," instead it implies the knowing that any desire that is in alignment with the Universe is already fulfilled…"

 "Awakening the Harmony Within: How to Create with Spirit", 
available on my site
and on Amazon (Kindle and Paperback)

Why Sacredness is a Requirement for the Unity Consciousness

Metaphysical - Sacredness is a Requirement for the Unity Consciousness
ImageCredit: Pavel Conka
The Unity Consciousness requires the perception of Sacredness. Everything can be sacred if we have the proper spiritual metaphysical view on life.

Our Sun is broadcasting the energy of sacredness of all life - to us and the entire Solar System - since the Comet ISON delivered its message on 11/28/13. The Comet's mission was to activate the StarSeeds on Earth which will amplify the overall energy range on the planet - allowing human beings to expand their consciousness. The necessary components for that Unity Consciousness are Compassion and Detachment (you can read more details about this in my other blog here: )

The imprint currently needed the most on our planet is sacredness. Why? Because without Sacredness there is no Honor, and without Honor there is no Self-Discipline and Self-Mastery, and without these there cannot be Self-Responsibility; without Self-Responsibility there cannot be Self-Respect, and without that - how can we Respect Life? Unity Conscious is based on the Respect for all Life - biological and chemical, material and non-material, visible and invisible, external and internal.

Sacredness is usually defined as "connected with God, deserving veneration", but unfortunately in this definition "god" = religious emblem, and "veneration" = worship. That is because the concept of sacredness became lost as the human kind went through the Dark Ages of unconsciousness, remaining only as a dim echo of its true meaning…

So what is the True Sacredness?

It can be explained as "connected with God, deserving veneration", but in this sentence the concept of "god" is an expanded one (as in "Spirit of all life"), and the "veneration" is not seen as worshiping, but as reverence and respect.

Glass Sculpture by Dale Chihuly
Metaphysically speaking, Sacredness is a perception of anything through the eyes of the Soul. It is not the object that becomes sacred, but the personal perceptional experience of that object. In other words, meditation each day can be sacred because it resonates you with the Great Silence; but also a stressful situation at work can be sacred if it is seen as a transformative personal experience in being able to remain calm; stone or an object brought home from an amazing journey can be sacred because of the connection with Spirit that it reminds you of; but scrubbing the mildew in the shower or throwing out garbage also can become sacred events if they are seen as a means to cleanse your life, to let go of the extra weight and attachments.

As we progress on the path of awakening into the Unity Consciousness, we must find within us that place of True Sacredness and choose to use our #SoulWorkTools to perceive Life through the lens of Sacredness. Not only the things/events that we like, or that we label "spiritual", but all of life's experiences. That way bit by bit you transform yourself from the ego-centered into the Soul-Self: the Higher Self centered identity, living in the Unity Consciousness.

There is also an interesting FranHeal blog about the Comet and the Unity Consciousness by Fran Zepera here:

The Victim Trap and How to Get Out

The Victim Trap and How to Get Out
This is an excerpt from Mission Alpha with some #SoulWorkTools for you:

"Victim programming does not just exist in the chakras, it anchors there and affects entire energy levels. For example, third chakra victim energy might color the whole astral level with expectation of failure; root victim energy can make the entire conceptual level overly rigid. To simplify, we can place all the levels in two main categories: fluid (unconditional, astral, emotional) and structural (conceptual, truth, mental, etheric).

There are imbalances in the fluid levels because too much energy is taken in, and in the structural levels because too much energy is being pushed out. These imbalances are represented in our internal landscape, affecting perceptions and behavior. Looking at the diagram below, notice which category you tend to fall into, it might be different depending on the issues (for example challenges of single parenting might send you into fluid imbalances, while dating into structural ones).




Do it for me

Do it my way
Feeling the negative pleasure of being wounded

Feeling the negative pleasure of wounding another
Emotionally frozen

Hyper vigilant

Being overly affected by the outside world and over-worrying about your actions towards it (over-identification with others/world)

Being unaware of how the outside world affects you and not noticing how your actions affect others (not connecting to others/isolation from the world)

When we experience an imbalanced perception/behavior, either structural or fluid, it is because somehow this acting out serves our inner Victim. Of course it is a negative service, because it helps the Victim to stay in power. Our positive desires are able to manifest only in the state of empowerment, so if you want to create something great (balanced relationship, fulfilling job, physical health), the Victim has got to go. Making the negative servicing of your Victim conscious is another tool for disarming it. This also diffuses the negative charge on realizing your desire. You can use a particular procedure to help you with this. Here is one of the ways:

Drop into your body and let your awareness guide you to the origination point of the imbalance you are experiencing or choose to work with. This origin point may be anywhere in your physical body or energy system. Once you have identified this location, the goal is to find the reason that this imbalance serves the Victim. Using patience and perseverance expand into the origin area and discover why this form of powerlessness exists in you. The resultant understanding is the healing.

The energy imbalances create physical symptoms. Yes, our own victimhood creates physical conditions that seem to perpetuate feelings of a victim type. Since everything is one organism, the physical symptom is an anchoring point for the victim energy in the physical level of the energy system. To heal the physical condition we need to stop supporting it by our energy programming. Remember, nothing can exist physically unless it is energetically supported. Put your hand on your body in the place that represents the physical symptom of the imbalance. Connect to the pain and move into a state of gratitude for the lesson that the body is giving you. Gratitude is the gateway for reversing the process that brought the imbalance into form in the first place.

To eradicate victim programming we need to use conceptual understanding in tandem with experiential states. Nonattachment, internal safety, excitement, curiosity and willingness are the essential attributes for the demise of victim consciousness. Non-attachment represents the conceptual understanding that all this ‘reality’ is an illusion and experience instead nonjudgment (no right or wrong). Internal safety is the concept of self-reliance and the experience of Soul related peace. Excitement is a conceptual acceleration and experiential joy. Curiosity conceptually is open-endedness and a desire to experience. Willingness is the concept of participation and experience of courageous anticipation. 

Applying these principles helps you to face victim obstacles with compassion. As you use all these tools we were reviewing here, remember to not allow yourself to care about what others will think of your choices and actions, because the Victim is often supported by social patterns. To get out of your victim mode you have to be an independent Self!.."

There much more information about this in my book 
available on my site 
and on Amazon (Kindle and Paperback!)

And here is a new review for Mission Alpha:

Literally an encyclopedia of metaphysics! 5 stars!

"Since the early 1990s I've been drawn to read books related to the subjects of spirituality, personal growth, and metaphysics, and in fact most of the books I've reviewed on Amazon are in those categories. With that background in mind, of the numerous titles I've read in these genres I feel compelled to say that Mission Alpha is perhaps the most valuable work I have ever read in the metaphysical category. It is chock-full of insightful information covering a wide variety of topics, making it a literal encyclopedia of metaphysics. The book also provided prospective answers to many deep questions for which I have sought answers over a period of 20 years. And, in all sincerity, so many of the "answers" Eugenia Oganova provides just make great intuitive sense to me.

Moreover, the author doesn't stop at discussing metaphysical information; she also covers health/healing-related subjects in great detail providing many practical suggestions in that area. Based on the fact that my copy of Mission Alpha has more dog-eared pages than ones without them, I can say without reservation that I highly recommend this book for anyone with a serious interest and experience in reading metaphysical subject matter. Bravo Ms. Oganova! Thanks for sharing your extensive knowledge and experience in this area." - Jeff Maziarek, author of Codi's Journey

Comet ISON and the Unity Consciousness

Comet ISON going around Earth - Unity Consciousness
Comet ISON. ImageCredit: Johan Swanepoel -Shutterstock
Comet ISON has long passed our Solar System doorstep. You can see it in the sky, and now it is coming closer to the Sun. On November 28th it will fly just few thousands of miles from the surface of the Sun, essentially through the Sun's atmosphere! This is definitely an existential challenge for an icy comet, so we will all hold it in our hearts :)

Metaphysically speaking, comets are the Light bringers. Our Comet ISON comes right on schedule:
·  in December 2012 Gaia (the host of Earth) pulls out to the second position, ending the mothering of humans;
·  in March 2013 Pi fully enters the planet (becomes the new host of Earth) and activates the energies of self-responsibility, pleasure, and dynamic aliveness for humans;
·   in November 2013 the Blue Star comes (our Comet ISON) to activate the awakening of humans to Spiritual Adulthood.

Comet ISON is the Blue Star that was awaited by the Hopi (they called it Kachina) and Maya elders for millenia, and it is said to be the "bringer of the extraterrestial life", the completor of spiritual childhood of human race. Now, since we know that it is not going to crush into the Earth, it sounds like the prophesies are wrong? No, they are not. It is just that the "extraterrestial life" has nothing to do with the typical Hollywood-type aliens, it has to do with the activation of the StarSeed consciousness on Earth, so that our Solar System can be welcomed into the Galactic Family. That Galactic Family is the Brotherhood/Sisterhood of Light, the enlightened beings who work with the Solar Council and the planetary and Solar elders (which we call "ascended masters" - humans who went through the process of enlightenment).

The brightness of the Comet ISON is linked to the consciousness development on Earth. The Solar Council of enlightened beings who oversee the development of the Solar System was expecting a much more impressive show than what we are getting. The reason for it is us - humans. When Pi arrived into the planet, we were all "energetically instructed" to take responsibility for our actions, to "grow up" into spiritual adults. This is so no matter if human beings want it or not. It was assumed that there would be more conscious people on Earth by then, or at least more aspiring to be conscious. Instead, majority of human kind is still needing time to grow. That is OK, but this also means that the process of changing into adulthood will take more time. This is why comet ISON had to be "toned down" by changing its path a little bit. As it goes through the Sun's atmosphere, one of the three things can happen: it can burn up completely, or it can break into pieces (then it will be brighter than ever), or it can survive, but become diminished (and travel through the Solar System with a visible bright tail).

Comet ISON represents the energy of Detached Compassion and Individualized Oneness.

Comet ISON and Unity Consciousness
Comet ISON
ImageCredit: Waldemar Skorupa on
From the time of Atlantis there were two major mystery schools on Earth: of the Red Dragon and of the Yellow Dragon. The Red Dragon represents the schools of metaphysical knowledge, Light, individuality and Self building. The Yellow Dragon represents the schools of devotion, Love, connectedness and selflessness. Human beings always had the choice of these two schools of metaphysical spiritual knowledge.

But in truth there is a third school. It was hidden over a very long period of time because it relates to the StarSeeds, to the enlightened beings who support the Earth but are not of the earth. This is the mystery school of Unity consciousness, where individuality of the Self (knowledge and Light) come together with the connectedness of the Whole (oneness and Love). This is the true Individualized Oneness, where we see ourselves as fractals of the universal hologram. Hologram is a condition upon which the information for creating the whole system is stored in each of its parts. Hologram is a pattern that is whole and complete all to itself. Our planet, the genetic code in our bodies, our Universe - all are holographic in nature. So this third hidden mystery school of Individualized Oneness, or the Unity Consciousness (also sometimes called the Christ Consciousness, unrelated to the church) is what the Comet ISON is here to activate.

There had always been people who carry this Individualized Oneness as a fractal of the universal hologram. Are you one of them? If from the very beginning of your life you KNEW that everything is connected and that understanding that connectedness leads to enlightenment, than you are. We are the children of the stars, the StarSeeds who came to incarnate on Earth to activate this unifying factor for the learning process on this planet. As animals we are all connected to the planet - animals comprehend Nature instinctively. When we explore the Mind, we separate from Nature and build the Self. That is often a very painful difficult process. This Self-building is an absolute requirement for awakening. But without the experience/knowledge of connectedness this Self can become separated and hurt, or arrogant and selfish. So, it must be balanced with the connectedness. At the same time, merging with Oneness without the conscious understanding of reality, without the Self, is like going backwards into the animal state. The Oneness must be paired with the Self in order for us to fully step into Spiritual Adulthood! And this is where the Comet ISON comes in. It is a messenger and an activator of the Compassionate Detachment and the Unity Consciousness.

This does not mean that suddenly all the people of Earth will become conscious (would be nice, but ain't gonna happen). Instead, Comet ISON is meant to activate the individual souls who are the carriers of this Unity consciousness on Earth, who are to step into that state more and more. This is what is means to become a Soul-Self, the unified individuality and wholeness, the Individualized Oneness, the Light and Love together. This is how we help the rest of the human beings wake up.

For most people the Comet ISON will probably come unnoticed (no Hollywood "end of the world" scenarios associated with it, i.e. most humans might find it just boring). Yet it is an activation key for the StarSeeds who are here to help humanity awaken into the Spiritual Adulthood. What does that mean for the StarSeeds? First of all, it means that we will experience an immense support for Detachment. Compassion is not possible without detachment, otherwise it is just sympathy. And as we well know, sympathy, although highly supported by the human race, is also very much detrimental to human awakening. Why? Because when we sympathize, we simply SHARE the state someone is already in, i.e. we mimic it with our own energy, we double it! I.e. we AMPLIFY MISERY. Compassion is an ability to HOLD someone in their pain but within the format of their lesson, with unconditional love. If we are attached and involved, it is not unconditional, is it? So, compassion in a true sense requires detachment. And so, this is what we are going to get activated in our systems - support for detachment and unconditional love.

For majority of humans ISON will activate their path as well - wherever we need to have some work done: on the side of the oneness or of the side of the Self. People who are loving but do not really have a potent Self will have to work on that; people who are overly selfish and separate will have to come in terms with lessons of connectedness.

Aren't you looking forward to that influence? Go, Comet ISON!!

The Art of Being Self

Gaia had shifted out of primary host position in 2012, leaving that place to Pi. In preparation for her "leaving the planet" event, Gaia shifted her passage through Time into an upward phase back in 2005. In the Mayan calendar this began a year of Yellow Cosmic Seed, initiating us into the 8 year period of Cosmic Awareness and wielding power, culminating in 2013 with the “blue star” comet (Comet ISON), and exiting an 8 year period of Aboriginal Continuity and proper conduct. In other words we are exiting the victim mode of the rule of majority and entering the creator mode of curiosity and individuality. In this new phase human orientation in time/space is based on Earth AND Cosmos, adding remembrance of the stellar lineage codes to the genetic ones - it is the "Individualized Oneness".

The Light of awakening is getting so bright that the darkness within humanity is more noticeable than ever before. As the focus on materialism is released, spirit shines more fully. It is an incredible honor to have been alive in the last years of the Great Cycle (the entire cycle of 3113 BC- 2012 AD) as we are dreaming ourselves awake into the New Time of Uniqueness.

We are building new systems of reality which will be more in alignment with the Enlightened Human we will eventually become. It will take hundreds of years for these emerging patterns to evolve enough to create a more conscious "super-human" species, but we are all, each one of us, alive now, at the beginning of this new formation of what it means to be Human. All religions eventually will become ONE. It is simple: no need for an external temple, no need for a complicated dogma. Instead the body becomes our temple, and the philosophy is Metaphysical Spirituality of Kindness, Is-ness, Preciousness of Life in ANY form.

There are many people who are strongly affected by the “catastrophobia fears” concerning planetary destruction. The overall integrity of the physical planet will remain intact as it is meant to endure and continue to function as a "simulated environment" for learning. So many necessary and beneficial changes of 2013 and 2014 draw us into charged focused mastery of Soul-Self. We are in a spiritual school - a Mystery of Life school - and that school must endure in order for us to continue education. We are not ready to graduate, and so the school is going to provide us with safe environment for acquisition of knowledge, experience and feeling perception.

There are planetary adjustments that will continue to occur (geological and weather-based changes), and many human challenges to handle, concerning authority issues, karmic patterns, politics, safety and free will. In 2013-2014 these are more potent, amplifying the need for each human to process their fears (perhaps resulting in wars, political stand-offs, and financial fears). There is also forthcoming some new guidance from various energy beings, who oversee and witness our journey (like the Solar Council, the Sirian High Council, the Rosicrucian Council, the Shenu etc.), and all of them are stating that it is time for humans to know the truth and awaken to it. In reality the truth is only perceived correctly by the receiver when he/she is in the expanded state of consciousness that matches the resonance of that truth. Most of the ancient Mystery Schools kept the truth hidden for a very long time, believing that people were not ready for the information. But now, most of the energy beings giving spiritual counsel, state that they believe, ready or not, humans MUST have access to, receive, and integrate the information in order for the human species to have success in the process of awakening/ascension.

We are entering the Cosmic Selfhood phase of the Great Time Cycle that we are in. Presence in each moment of unfolding time is key to balancing the personal space of Identity with the totality of the space of the Whole. When we are overly defined by our mental and emotional stories, our internal space is constricted. Presence in the Now leads to the opening up of these constrictions, allowing for the spaciousness of peace and an internal generation of life force. The jittery feeling of being stuck in a too-fast electrical current is replaced by a healthy, invigorating electric flow through the core, while being supported and nourished by the magnetic peace of the Whole. The dynamic aliveness of uniting instinct (physical body component) with creativity (personality component) and intention (spirit component) leads to uninhibited interaction with Time/Space—the Art of Being Self.

Conscious Dreaming and Channeling

 "…Whatever we experience is REAL to us. If you see/sense/feel a being’s presence next to you – that is a truth for you. If you started with a guided visualization of, for example, entering a cavern, but then the vision took off on its own, expanding into something you saw – that is real. If you had a vivid dream and felt some extreme emotion in relationship to it – it is real.
Over-thinking is a limitation that blocks an ability to consciously dream and/or channel. We must become open ("porous") and silence the personal Egos (thoughts) so that we cancel out all interference, able to perceive the message as it comes through us…"

The Heart Chakra - Excerpt from "Mission Alpha"

Mission Alpha: the Wise and Passionate You by Eugenia Oganova

"The fourth chakra, the heart, is one of the main human chakras. It is a very important energy center because the human species learns through the heart. Not a mental sort of learning, but an experiential type; this is how we become wise. The heart is a gateway into the higher levels of the Self, a pathway between the personality we live with every day and the higher, wiser part of us that only sometimes comes out. When the heart center is functioning well, we have continuous access to that wise part of ourselves.

The heart chakra has two aspects: the front, located in the middle of the chest close to the physical heart, and the back, between the shoulder blades. The front of the heart processes the consciousness of compassion, kindness, love and connectedness with all life. If this chakra is balanced and open, we feel connected to the whole world, we are able to love not just people close to us, but all humans, all animals, the planet, etc. An open heart allows us to feel the whole person, not just what is presented to us. Kind of like ‘seeing the good in people’, the heart shows us that there is a capacity for loving and kindness even in the most closed off, scared and acting mean/angry/rude person. The open heart also can tell you if something is not true, if someone is lying about their feelings. With an open heart we are able to love without the expectation of being loved back. We do not necessarily give love to others; we allow it to flow between us and them. The energy that this Universe is made of is unconditional; it is this pure unconditionality we humans call love. Universal energy equals Universal love, it is one and the same. Universal love energy can be twisted, diffused, pressured, or turned inside out, and we experience all these variations in different ways (as anger, hate, pleasure, joy, terror, cruelty, curiosity etc.), but before they were modified to make the diversity of expressions, they all were originally love. Since everything in this Universe is made of love, the heart chakra directs only this love energy towards someone; love cannot be separated into love and non-love, everything is love. The front of the heart chakra also transmutes the lower chakra’s frequencies into higher ones. It does so on every level, serving as a true gateway from the lower personality to the higher. This connects to the action of the physical heart, which we will go into later. But the energy of compassion is the main one running through the heart.

You are talking on the phone with your husband about your daughter’s summer camp, he barely listens for a few minutes and then says sharply ‘get to the point already’, you call him ‘insensitive bastard’ and slam down the phone … yet you know of the difficulties at his job lately and also your tendency to ramble. Feeling remorseful with a clogged heart chakra you call him back and, igniting compassion, tell him that you know what stress he is under and will discuss this issue later. Compassion is the energy of recognition of the Self and the other, and they coexist in love.

If the front of your heart is closed, you will have difficulty loving unconditionally, instead expecting something in return for the show of love. If someone experiences a lot of pain and the heart closes, it might make the person cruel and cold. This is only a defense from pain. If she faces what is in her heart, the chakra will open again, changing cruelty into kindness. A closed heart also makes it very hard to trust heart feelings, so one tends to expect the worst in people, relationships and situations. A person with a closed heart deals with life more by their chosen rules than by moment-to-moment experience. Since life is ever-changing, choosing rules once and then following them for one’s whole life is not going to work, and a person who does that will have to find other ways of experiencing love (it might be through accomplishment, or ego power, or even cruelty and control). This is one of the major causes of heart attack in the physical body—the heart chakra is saying ‘enough, we have to open up and run energy here’ and the physical heart has to compensate. If the change is too abrupt and the old patterns have to be broken, the physical heart may have a problem, hence the attack.

If the heart chakra is strong, but spins counterclockwise, a person will try to get the feeling of love from others by constantly giving love out. You finally got a short vacation for yourself and flew away into tropical paradise. You do not know anyone there, but it is good, because you wanted to ‘get away from it all’. Yet soon you find yourself agreeing to go to dinner with your hotel neighbors, people that you do not even really like. They invited you and you did not want to disappoint them by saying you would rather sit alone. You arrive at the dinner where you do not want to be and carry on a conversation, trying to be nice to everyone. You did not know that other people were invited, and everyone eventually gets into a heated discussion on a topic you do not really care about, but yet you find yourself calming and cheering everyone and even promising them that you will go somewhere tomorrow with each couple at the table. Before long your entire vacation week is filled with activities that are meaningless to you to please people you do not really care to know well. Your heart chakra is spinning backwards, pushing you into pleasing everyone around.

You are at a business meeting with two other companies, attempting a joint venture. Everyone sits at a large table in the plain-looking conference room. You are part of a team of four people representing your company. In a short while conversation heats up, everyone is trying to show why their proposal is better, and they are interrupting each other and pushing their point. You emotionally withdraw from the room and wonder: ‘Why can’t we just all get along, be friends and love each other? Why do they have to be so mean?’ Your heart chakra is huge and spinning backwards, pulling you away from reality.

Pay attention, this is important, for all of you I-want-to-fix-the-world-through-loving-everyone and Why-can’t-we-all-just-love-each-other types. Listen up! ‘Everything will be ok if I only love enough’ is not going to work. If you have this belief system, it means your heart is spinning backwards, the chakra is too big and instead of ‘feeding’ you it tries to ‘feed’ the whole world! It is an enormous energy drain on your system, and it requires the use of other chakra’s energy or even their reserves, if nothing else is available. This overuse of the heart depletes you, creating emotional and physical imbalances. 

The back aspect of the heart chakra is positive will, or the will to act. It is like a large propeller behind our back that moves you forward in life. Free will is the ability to choose action. We really only have two choices: to act or not to act. How we act is secondary to having the freedom of choice. The will center of the heart allows us to feel the power of that freedom. Any accomplishment requires the use of will, otherwise we do not have enough discipline to follow through. If the will center is closed, you feel like you have no choice, you are at the mercy of circumstances, other people, God. Usually this happens when the front of the heart is overactive and draws all the energy into itself. We feel like we have no choice but to try to please and love the whole world with our energy.

When we face a decision and have to act, especially in circumstances requiring bravery (from entering a burning building to finally telling your mother you do not want her to call ten times per day), the back aspect of the heart can get very large. This is a normal occurrence. This is why when a person finally decides to act, s/he tends to straighten the spine and pull the shoulders back—we are creating space for the will center to open. But once the action is on the way, it usually does not require such a massive amount of energy and the will chakra shrinks back to its normal size. Problems arise when the will chakra stays too large all the time—it overrides the heart. A person with a chakra like that will be afraid of his feelings and want strength through the mental and conceptual levels, dishonoring his emotional/feeling side. He will perceive feelings as a weakness and attempt to override them with intellect.

Ideally, divine will (Soul’s will) and our personal will are the same. This happens when the will center is active and balanced with the front of the heart. Then life (divine will) seems to align with what we want, what we choose is accomplished with ease, help is available and so on. If the back of the heart is too large and also spins counterclockwise, an overactive will is projected out. That chakra takes energy away from the front of the heart first, making the heart center small and the will center large. This depletes the rest of the energy system. A person with this configuration sees divine will in opposition to personal will, and life seems to be against her. In this situation accomplishment is only possible through overriding others, that is, through control. She wants to own life, control others and even her own feelings.

Hank arrives at his son’s football game. In the parking lot he has a problem with the way others are parking, thinking they are ‘idiots’ and ‘need to take parking lessons’. The game begins and in the first quarter Hank disagrees with the coach, who pulls a particular boy off the field. Hank believes the coach is an ‘idiot, who has no idea what he is doing’ and that ‘the coach is trying to sabotage the team’, when he, on the other hand, is the team’s only hope and he knows that that boy had to stay in play for the team to win the game. The coach has to calm Hank down and ask him to sit back on the benches. But just a little into the second quarter Hank disagrees with the referee and almost runs onto the field yelling at him. The referee is, of course, also an ‘idiot and knows nothing about the game’; instead he is there ‘to get Hank and their team’. The game is interrupted again, Hank’s son is embarrassed about his father’s behavior and hides behind the benches. Hank continues loudly insulting the coach and the referee, eventually yelling that ‘his son is better than this game’ and that ‘he will find a better coach for his son’. He grabs his scared and embarrassed son and proudly walks back to the car, the whole drive back yelling out loud about the unfairness of the situation and the stupidity of the coaches. Hank’s will chakra is spinning backwards, huge, taking energy from every other place it can. Because of it other chakras do not have enough charge and Hank does not have enough consciousness there to help him see what is happening. How can he fix this? Hank can take a deep breath and focus on the needs of his son, this will bring more energy into the front of his heart and begin to correct the imbalance.

How can you open your heart? For the front of the chakra you can tune into someone or something that brings feelings of love to you—your pet, your garden, your child, the beautiful sky. If you find it hard to see the good in a difficult situation, allow your heart to open more by lying on a yoga ball or anything that helps you to bend backwards. To help your will open up, lift your arms to your shoulder level and move them towards your heart, then with a force back, pushing your shoulder blades together. Repeat this a few times, this brings more charge to your will. You can also balance the heart aspects by moving energy from the larger one to the smaller one. If you feel you are too controlling in a situation, your will is too big. Focus on the back of your heart, then imagine the energy moving through your body into the front of your heart, you can place your hand there. Allow some time for the flow to occur, and you will begin to feel more trusting of the situation. Or if you are trying to help everyone and missing yourself in the process, the front of your heart is too big. Tune into it, then imagine energy moving through your body to the other side, also move your arm as in the previous exercise to open the will. Energy will flow to the will center and the heart will get smaller as a result. If you want to use color, there are a few appropriate ones. If you are too far in your will and need to open the heart, use rosy pinkish energy. If you have difficulty loving the Self, bring kindness to yourself by using pine tree green."
From the "Human Energy Field Anatomy, Part 2: Chakras" chapter.

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