2016 - The Year of the Fire Monkey


The 2016 New Year is the Year of the Red Fire Monkey. Because the Monkey is a yang animal  this year will be electrically dominant. Even though the calendar New Year begins on January 1st, the energy change from the departing Year of Sheep to the Monkey will occur on February 8th.

2016 energy is all about taking action, showing initiative, thinking creatively and pro-actively – instead of waiting and day-dreaming.
It is very important to be aware of one’s emotional reactions, because the Fire element of 2016 will be strong and at times it might feel too chaotic – thus people can be prone to over-reactions, to anger/rage, to losing control. Frustration might be your constant companion in 2016, unless the Fire is balanced out by Water – i.e. one must have the right perspective on life, sourced in the Connectedness of All. This way personal desires do not become demands (which, when unfulfilled cause frustration), but remain preferences and choices. Emotional stability (through personal effort) is paramount in 2016.

The energy of 2016 will require internal balance – go for what you desire, act on your own behalf, but at the same time don’t over-attach to any outcome and don’t be greedy. 2016 is about Self-power. One must learn to rely on oneself above all, and from that position one can help others with ideas and actions. Do not be gullible and naïve in 2016, or you can be taken advantage of. This is because the energy expects you to self-reference – if instead of this you want someone else to do it for you, to tell you how it is, to fix your own issue, then the energy will slam into you like a tsunami (the ricochet of the initial incorrect action). This is why 2016 is NOT the year for “waiting to be rescued” or “hoping for the best”! This is the year to be daring, to be audacious, to go for your dreams and make them happen, and to rely on your own inner strength to get there.

2016 is the year to make a quantum leap in your life, to create your own miracle. The energies of the year will support any change, including extreme an make-over! The more ambitious the plan, the more likely it is to be supported and have a successful outcome.

2016 will have a sparkly Fire energy, filled with enthusiasm and creative action. But you must match it, or it might feel like you are not invited to that party. The energy will be fast-moving in many directions simultaneously – plenty of choices for each one of us! But you must hustle, or that fast movement will feel like chaos, or a cattle prod, forcing you to act. If you feel overwhelmed by too much activity, first rest, then get the move on (instead of procrastinating, resisting and dragging along).

This is definitely the year to let go of one’s limitations based on embarrassment and shame – 2016 energy will not tolerate self-shame, self-hatred, or “putting oneself down” out of embarrassment. It is the year of the FREE EXPRESSION of your uniqueness! So be prepared to fully show up as yourself.

The 2016 energies will support physical stamina and require mental alertness from all of us – “spacing out” is not going to work for you in the year of the Fire Monkey! If this alertness is present, then we will be provided with the energy to overcome any obstacle (social, personal, health issues, etc.) The dynamic energy of 2016 might impulse you to “jump ahead of yourself” – watch out for that. The first months of the year (Feb.- May) will be more supportive in  the mode of helping you to gather your momentum, then in June-July the energy might feel too fast. It is important to pick your own speed and follow your own paths for the end of the year. If you realize that the choices you have made are not working, look into it, but do not get stuck in over-deepening emotionally or over-analyzing mentally – 2016 is the year to “decide-check”: decide, then check your progress, then decide again, then check again, and so on. If your choices are bringing you to where you intend on going, keep going; if not – notice and choose something else! Internal leadership, confidence and inner authority are required for all decisions in 2016.

To celebrate the coming of 2016, and to support your own strength during the Monkey year, wear red, orange, and coral colors, have them around your house – these colors have a harmonizing effect on the Fire of 2016, and will help you balance your own Fire element. The stones – garnet, amber, red and orange agates, ruby, carnelian, and red and brick jasper – are highly beneficial in 2016.

I am setting up a special Night Quad 
for the night between December 31st and January 1st
It will be about preparing our bodies and energy systems for completion of the slower Sheep year energies, and the activation of the Fire Monkey – so that as the new fiery energies begin to flow, we are ready and prepared to welcome them.

If you want to sign up, simply pay at the top right corner of this site, 
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Image Credit: Dasha Alexandrov at www.DashaAlexandrov.com

Winter Solstice 2015

Avebury stones, UK
The winter solstice will occur on the night between December 21st and 22nd. It is the longest night and the shortest day of the year in the Northern hemisphere, when the sun “stays still”, then “turns back” so we can have longer days. It is about embodying and maintaining more Light inside our bodies and energy fields. But it is not an easy process – to allow more Light in we have to create space, let go of the old baggage.

When Pi consciousness descended onto our planet in 2012-2013, she brought with her new individuality patterns. This new energy has to be applied to each person on Earth – to help one build the power of a unique Self. But most people on the planet right now do not possess a clear individual Self yet – they live in a tribal-self-identity (seeing a group they belong to – a family, a culture, race, country – as their identity). So when Pi’s new patterns activate the “building of the Self” codes inside of people, this generates one of three reactions:
  1. The ones who are fully in the tribal-self mode become scared and defend their perceived identity (which looks like anything from “if you are not with us, you are against us” mentality, to religious extremism, patriotism and xenophobia). This is not unlike teenagers rebelling and forming social clicks.
  2. The ones who do not really have any Self yet at all, become swayed by the loud voices of the tribal-self group, looking for a “protector” to take care of them (like children looking for a parent).
  3. The ones who already have an individual Self, are experiencing the time of “death and dissolution” of the lower patterns, or the Ego and the Lower Self – anything that is related to the tribal-self that must be released to make more space for the unique Self.


Looking at these three categories, you can see how you might live in a town/country where the
overall tribal identity of “defend what is ours” is activated, while at the same time having relatives who are looking for protection for themselves (from the government, the legal system, or religious institution), while you yourself are feeling like something is persistently dying inside! It’s been a very interesting few month, hasn’t it?

Have you noticed all the craziness going on in the world in general and within each one of us in particular? This intensified in October and November 2015 because that period of time was marked by the readjustment of the 2nd dimensional energies of Earth. In 2013 Pi brought these selfhood patterns into 4D, in 2014 into 3D, and in 2015 into 2D. We exist in the 3rd dimension of our planet, but the 2nd dimensional energies very much affect us – they relate to the power of our passions. What we call a “drive” is a psychological construct, but the “fuel” for that construct comes from the 2nd dimensional energies that feed into the emotional and astral levels of this 3rd dimension. When the 2nd dimensional energies change, it changes the “availability of fuel” for us in the 3rd dimension. Thus a lot of people have felt drive-less – the old drives to accomplish something are not working well anymore, but the new ones do not exist yet. This ‘null-zone’is necessary in order to incrementally, and eventually fully, unplug from the tribal-self consciousness.

Right now people in the 1st and 2nd categories I wrote about above are not capable of letting the tribal-self go, even though their “drive” is affected as well. Because of this the passion energy, fueled through the 2D, is being utilized negatively – becomes a negative desire – really a defensive want/need based on separation.

The ones in the 3rd category are ready to let their identity stand unique and eventually join the Universal Oneness energies. But they are also not handling the absence of drive very well – becoming depressed, disenchanted with the world, numb. It is very important to not fall into these defensive stances – they will only delay the process of letting go of the tribal Lower Self components.

Depression is one of the defenses the Lower Self in us comes up with to keep us stuck and linked to the Lower 3D Earth energies of tribal mentality. When you feel no drive to do what you used to do, instead of becoming sad over it look at the reasons why you need to let go of the thing you were used to doing, celebrate the fact that you have no more desire to do it and look for why this habitual activity does not fit into your life anymore.

Disenchantment with the world is the defense of the Ego. It likes to have the external world a certain way that makes it feel secure in its assumptions. When the world is showing you that it is not the way you want it to be – change yourself. There is a positive component in this – disillusion (“breaking of an illusion”!!)

Numbness is the absence of feeling, which is a defense of the Lower Self when we have to allow part of it to die. It feels scary to let go of something that you used to see as “yourself”, and sometimes instead of processing that fear (which is healthy, which leads to proper grieving and then freedom), we freeze the feelings in an attempt to avoid dealing with them. This makes us numb. So, if you feel that something is dying inside you – investigate instead, find out what part of you it is (chances are it is linked to the social system that you are being prompted to let go of), be brave!

Seker (the-baby-sun) at the Winter Solstice is approached by three dignataries: Ptah, Osiris, Horus.
An ancient Egyptian celebration of solstice was on the 26 Khoiak month, which currently is December 22nd.
In my book "The Secret of Sekhmet" I mention the district of Ptah-Seker, related to the rebirth of consciousness.

I am setting up a special Night Quad for the night between December 21st and 22nd.
It will be about anchoring more Light in the body/energy field, 
while getting support for releasing the old outdated patterns.

If you want to sign up, simply pay at the top right corner of this site, 
and I will add you to the quad :)

An Interview with Eugenia Oganova about her book “The Secret of Sekhmet”

Magic Inquirer: Why did you choose to write about ancient Egypt?
Eugenia: Egypt has always had a feeling of a “spiritual home” for me. I had many many lifetimes in ancient Egypt and I remember them very vividly. Writing The Secret of Sekhmet was like writing down the memories of my own past lives. My own Soul history is linked to ancient Egypt as well, to many schools of consciousness which began there.

Magic Inquirer: Have you visited Egypt in this life, Eugenia?
Eugenia: Yes, I have, twice. Isabelle and I (Isabelle is the other half of our international tour company called Energy Pulse), took two large groups of people to visit the sacred sites in Egypt. We meditated at the ancient energy places, and Isabelle and I taught about conscious awakening and how to utilize the past knowledge of ancient mystery schools in these current times.

I love that land :) The current culture is very different than what I remember, yet people have retained that quiet dignity and honor that I recall the most from my past lives memory. In The Secret of Sekhmet the entire current time portion of the story, in the land of Egypt, is written from the memories of my trips there.

Statue of Sekhmet, Turin Museum, Italy
Magic Inquirer: What significance does Sekhmet have for you that you made her secret into the main story line of your book?
Eugenia: Sekhmet is an actual entity, a multidimensional person. She is an Urmah – a hybrid of feline and humanoid species of the 6th dimensional Sirian star system. She was on Earth a long time ago and has returned to Sirius. Because I spent a long time among the feline and humanoid beings in Sirian star system in my other lives, I know Sekhmet personally. She is an incredible being – so powerful and sensitive, tenacious, and now more patient (she learned that on Earth). Her story has changed the direction of our Human Experiment within this Earth Simulation. I was always fascinated with her tenacious will and compassion, and how one being can convince everyone to take a different path. Sekhmet exhibits the power of directed individuality – and our planet can use that right now, so her story is very timely, I think.

Magic Inquirer: How long did it take you to write The Secret of Sekhmet?
Eugenia: Oh, it took 5 years between when it was begun and now finished. I had to cut out a lot – I always want to share all the information I have, but short of writing 2 books, I had to limit the story to what is most relevant. Currently, at 423 pages, it is about 180 pages shorter than it was originally.

Magic Inquirer: Is the historical information in the book really historically correct?
Eugenia: Oh, yes, all of it. When I wrote about ancient Egypt, I simply looked into my own past. I have vivid memories, complete with smells, colors, and sounds. I remember directions and the plans of buildings, objects and how to use them, the textures of wigs, etc. Everything I wrote, I wrote directly from my own memories.

I had a lifetime at Amarna (ancient Akhet-Aten), and because of it I remember that city very well. It does not exist at all anymore, and Egyptologists didn’t know of its existence until very recently. I wrote about it as I myself remember walking through it, looking up at the magnificent buildings, hearing the sounds of fountains, bird calls by the Nile, horses and chariots… I later compared what I wrote with the currently exiting archaeological information. Most of which came from the excavations of what modern archaeologists could find at Amarna (which was not much – the city was destroyed), and from the talatats (the stone blocks) that were taken from Amarna and reused as filler for the Karnak temple pylons. Everything that I could verify – that was represented on the talatats or surveys – matched exactly what I wrote from my memories: the locations of the buildings and harbors, roads, means of transport, type of boats used, the stuff at the market, even the ancient plumbing!

I had a few lifetimes in the Karnak/Luxor area, and from these memories I wrote about its streets and temples, the smells and sounds, the people and their private homes. The Malkata Palace is the royal residence there, and I remember it well, too. I researched what is currently known and found a lot of matching information about the city at that time, and about the Malkata Palace. Everything from the internal plan, wall reliefs, even types of ceramic tiles and the pictures on them (some broken ones were found!)

In one of these past lifetimes, I remember looking out of a large window, beyond the terrace, seeing the construction process of building a temple – which was the Amenhotep III Mortuary Temple, the largest one in Egypt at the time, covering over 80 acres! It was built during Amenhotep III’s lifetime for him to be worshiped there as a god-on-earth. Now only two large statues remain – the Colossi of Memnon – everything else was destroyed by earthquake. From the past, I remember seeing the relief of Amenhotep III with his mother Mutemwiya on one side, and his Queen Tiye on the other. I found out that it does still exist – it is one of the surviving reliefs from the side of the standing statues! My memory of that temple matched perfectly what is known of it from records and excavations.

I remember the type of wigs people wore during the time of Amenhotep III and Queen Tiye, vs the time of the Amarna period – of Akhenaten and Nefertiti. I researched that, too – and my memories match what is known of the style of wigs during these periods, including such details as faience beads.

I also remember the way people looked, their heights, etc. I remember being very curious to find out the heights of the mummified remains of these people – it matched what I remember :)

Magic Inquirer: You use ancient names for locations, not the current Arabic ones…
Eugenia: That’s right. Waset is the current city of Luxor. Ro-Setau is the current Giza area. Akhet-Aten, which means “Horizon of Aten”, is the famous Amarna, which does not exist in any real capacity now. I also use ancient terms for things… For example, a sistrum is a musical instrument that looks like a U-shaped frame onto which small discs are attached, and they make a dinging noise when shaken, not unlike a tambourine with metal discs in its sides. A word Per-Medjat means a library. A word deben means small rings of gold or silver – they had fixed weights and were used as currency at the time of Amarna. I also use ancient terms to explain concepts. For example, Maat means truth. It stands for the principles of justice and divine order, which each ancient Egyptian was responsible for upholding within themselves.

Magic Inquirer: You don’t mention camels in your book. Most people associate camels with Egypt! Yet in The Secret of Sekhmet there are horses and no camels…
Eugenia: Funny that most people think of ancient Egypt with camels – probably pre-programmed by Hollywood :) Camels only arrived into Egypt with the Persians in 525BC, i.e. very “recently.” Of course ancient Egyptians knew of these animals because of trade with the Arabs, but for transport the horses were used. And even horses were only available to the nobles and wealthy people. Most regular Egyptians walked or used a small boat to move from harbor to harbor. Horses are also not native to Egypt – they were brought by the Hyksos in the 1800sBC.

Magic Inquirer: Thank you, Eugenia. This was very interesting :) 


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The Secret of Sekhmet, Why Akhenaten Challenged the Gods of Egypt

The Secret of Sekhmet, Why Akhenaten Chalenged the Gods of Egypt
My third book, The Secret of Sekhmet is finally ready! It is a metaphysical historical mystery novel.

Even though it is written in the format of a story, it is based on real history as I know it. I feel that I know Sekhmet very intimately and understand her journey. The current events and the characters in this book are fictional, but the references to the past, the information, the energy, and Sekhmet herself, are as real as I know them to be.

Feel free to research all the historical personages – everything from the height of their bodies (mummies) to the tiles on the floor of the Malkata Palace, from the types of makeup and jewelry to the talatals (stones) comprising the pylons of the now completely destroyed Akhet-Aten – everything is correct. It is based on the memories  that I carry from the lifetimes in that historical period.

The story of Akhenaten and Nefertiti takes on a whole different dimension when the larger picture of Sekhmet’s involvement is explored. Queen Tiye and the secret mystery school, initiated by Sekhmet, had influenced Akhenaten in his radical views. The initiation of the Earth Experiment, the Solar Council meetings in Agartha, the multidimensional travel, are all linked to Sekhmet’s personal journey of love, hate, despair and letting go by awakening through pleasure. After living on Earth for thousands of years, she eventually returns to her Sirian home.
Here is the back cover synopsis to entice you:

People have forgotten Maat (the Truth) and the Solar Council is considering ending the current Human Experiment. But Sekhmet, a multidimensional star-god, is determined to save it. She initiates a complex strategy of teachings, prophecies and messengers to help people awaken.

Looking into the mystery of the death of her parents, Bailey has uncovered an ancient secret society – the Shenu. Determined to find the truth, she and her shaman friend Craig, with the help of an ex-MI6 agent, an old Egyptian guide, two mental patients and the Council of Antiquities of Egypt, open the Time Gate into the ancient past. Their actions will change history.

In 1,360BC Queen Tiye must make an important decision, affecting the course of human consciousness. Stepping through the Time Gate into the Zep Tepi, the First Time when the star-gods walked the Earth, Tiye receives a prophecy… With Sekhmet’s blessing, Akhenaten and Nefertiti challenge the gods of Egypt, so that the people of Earth can remember how to breathe the Light.

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Enjoy the journey!
I will post more blogs related to the historical details of the book over the next couple of months.



Own Your Pain

ImageCredit: Satiiva "Fire Dance"
A weak and unconscious person wants revenge in response to emotional, mental, or physical pain, while a strong and conscious person is able to learn and forgive in response to pain. This is the main difference – do we own the pain and learn from what we are experiencing, knowing that we have created it, or do we blame someone and project our pain outside onto something/someone else, seeing that/them as the cause? If we own the pain, we build the Self and increase our consciousness. If we project the pain, we only program the lesson to repeat – until we get it.

“Owning the pain” means taking responsibility for your own reaction of pain to the external or internal stimuli. We might not have a choice in receiving some of the stimuli from life, but we always have a choice in the perception of that stimuli – i.e. it is up to us how we see what has occurred. And if we have ended up experiencing pain, this means that we chose to react to the stimuli in the emotional, mental, physical or existential pain.

Another issue with painful life stimuli is our judgment of it. A weak and unconscious person sees emotional and mental pain in a similar manner to the physical response of an animal – i.e. “pain is bad/wrong” – but since he/she is a person, not an animal, there is also the personality involvement, which attempts to place that pain in the cause and effect cycle – i.e. it becomes “pain is bad/wrong and either I caused it to myself, or someone else caused it to me”. Either way one is already on the lookout for “who is at fault for the pain” because of the initial assumption that the pain was “wrong”. Some people tend to automatically project the responsibility for the pain to everyone else but themselves. Others, who generally are in the in between stage of not-quite-unconscious and not-completely-conscious either – these individuals tend to see themselves at fault for their own experience of pain. A conscious person would take responsibility for their own experience but will not blame themselves for it! The difference here is in the initial assumption that the “pain is wrong”. Why is it “wrong”? It is uncomfortable for sure, it is generally undesired. But wrong?...

Pain is not “wrong” (not that it is “right” either!) – it is an experience of friction. A conscious being can still experience the friction of duality, but it will not be labeled as “pain”. A better label might be "discomfort”. And discomfort is an essential component of growth and learning. No one can move into anything new if they are not ever willing to be uncomfortable! Thus, no learning, no Self/Soul building can occur is we are not willing to be uncomfortable!

If we know that pain is not wrong but a type of label on our experience of friction (from being in duality), then 3 things occur:
  • we do not project the responsibility for that pain outside of ourselves;
  • we do not go into self-blame, looking for the fault in our own behavior;
  • we can change the label of that pain to “discomfort”, thus dis-arming it and learning from it.

Autumn Equinox

Equinox is the time of harvest celebration, the balance of the Light and the Dark. In the fall equinox, the summer’s gifts had arrived, the night takes over and brings the cold of winter – the time of death and regeneration. The autumn equinox represents the duality that exists within the human experience. Just like all things must die in Nature before they are born again, so does the human consciousness must descent into the “darkness” before it can awaken to the “light”.

All who desire the Light of Consciousness must face the inner darkness of unconsciousness in order to awaken. The Ego personality is the one that experiences the beginning of “death” during the autumn equinox, after which one must deal with the inner unconsciousness, the inner chaos, the projections and fears, the blames and power-struggles, the anger and resentments, and above all – the meaning of who one is – for the Ego must let go, relinquishing its position to the Higher Self. The autumn equinox is the preparation for the spiritual Soul-Self to be activated at the winter solstice.

Horus and Seth Pendant to be worn over the chest - from Myers Museum - copyright: Paul James Cowie
In ancient Egypt, both equinoxes held special meaning of Mother-Goddess Hathor balancing the Light (in the form of Horus) and the Dark (in the form of Seth). This is the ancient Eye of Horus and Eye of Ra mystery schools symbol for the processing of the inner darkness of the personality in order to awaken to the Light of consciousness, with Hathor (the Mother Nature) as an equalizer pathway for the building of the Soul-Self – the “two eyes” (magnetic wisdom and electric knowledge) surrounding the Sun Disk of Ra (the Soul-Self), held by the two cobras (the Wadjet, the “inner knowing”, the symbol for the mystery schools of Egypt).

This fall equinox will commence at 4:22am EST (1:22am PST) on the morning of the September 23rd. I am setting up a special Night Quad for this event (the Tuesday night quad – from the night of the 22nd tothe morning of the 23rd) – let me know if you want to be in it :)
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Awareness vs. Consciousness

We often use the words “conscious awareness”, meaning the same thing as “awareness” itself… In Maat (truth) the awareness is a Soul quality on its descent into density, while the Soul is on the involution path. The consciousness is a Soul quality on the ascent back to Source, while on the evolution path back home. 

When the Soul leaves Source, it has an awareness of Oneness. That awareness is often mistaken for consciousness in the people who feel the Oneness so deeply – it feels that since a person is so aware of the Oneness, that person must be very conscious. In truth though, one might be on the descent path into density and this is why one might still have a very strong awareness of Oneness.
"Cosmic Eye" by Morgie Puff

Return back to that Oneness without consciousness is an evolutionary non-fulfillment though – since we descended into the density of lower dimensions for the very purpose of building the conscious Soul! 

If one descends into denser levels of perception over the course of thousands of lifetimes, only to wish they could turn back and “go home” – they do not achieve consciousness. That entity will only be able to become more aware of the Oneness again. But this does not benefit the Source! In other words, we enrich the reality of the Source by descending into the illusion of density, away from Oneness, forgetting Oneness so that as we remember it again on the way back, we build our conscious understanding of the universe, thus enriching the Source with our own unique perceptions.

Individuality is an essential component of consciousness. One cannot be conscious without having a Self. One can be in awareness without a clear Self though, because awareness is wholistic – merged. Individuality requires a form of separation, but through that separation we arrive at conscious comprehension of experiences – which leads to personal wisdom, the conscious Soul (or what I call a Soul-Self).

Some currently incarnated Souls are ready to begin their ascent back to Source, increasing their vibrations and developing further their conscious Self. But there are many who have not yet generated that individual Self at all, who’s Souls are “asleep” – they are already too far from the Oneness to experience it, yet they have not began their return to Source because no wisdom has been gathered.

This is why so many Souls incarnated on Earth right now are choosing to go further down into density – this is the only way to separate enough from the tribal perceptions to eventually develop a conscious Soul (or a Soul-Self). It is going to be a very long road… The ones of you who are already on the path of individuality and consciousness will find that uniting with others on that same path, together applying all the #SoulWorkTools, might bring you joy and a feeling of community of a much higher frequency. 



Individual Empowerment


The choice to know, make and acknowledge one’s individual viewpoint is absolutely necessary right now on Earth. Before we go to someone else and ask how we should be thinking or feeling, or how some events should be experienced, we need to decide for ourselves – (there are always people who are only too willing to tell us how we should be!) This is the time to rely on your own perception first. You must learn to ask yourself “what am I feeling about this? What am I thinking about this? Why am I feeling/thinking that?” Too often we just follow our programming automatically – “this is how I always feel/think in such situation”, or, my favorite – “this is how a normal person thinks/feels about this!” There is no NORMAL and there is no “right way” to feel/think – there is only YOUR way. And the sooner we get connected with our own unique way, the sooner we can clean up our own act! If you can honestly claim what you are feeling, thinking and experiencing because of a particular stimuli (and these might not be all the same!), then you can examine if you AGREE with your own experiences or not. Sounds strange, right? How can one agree or disagree with an experience?? We think that we can because we have been programmed to think that these external stimuli determine our experiences, as if the experience is experiencing you instead of you experiencing the experience!

We determine what we choose to experience – we determine our PERCEPTION, not the stimuli. We are taught to focus on the stimuli – “I like when this happens to me and I do not like when that happens to me”, “I get upset when this happens and I get happy when I get this and that” – all of this is based on the stimuli determining us! But the truth is that it is the other way around. You determine how you are going to experience an event. For example, someone might yell at you, or be rude to you, and you have a choice – to respond to the stimuli in a programmed way (which is somewhat different for each person, one might get angry back, the other might go into a people-pleasing mode to pacify their attacker) or to respond in a conscious way (as whatever you have previously responsibly decided – “why have I attracted such an “attack” from this person?”, or “what am I learning here?”, or “this is an opportunity to practice compassion/ or practice tuning into that person and learning what triggered them”, etc.)

To be able to change your perception you first must be aware of what you are perceiving. Most of us have never been taught to tune in, to listen in – we are only taught to “listen out/outwardly" – thinking "what do other people do?" What do they think of it? What do they feel about us?" It is now time to focus in/inwardly. It is a requirement for living in the Higher 3-D Earth. All of the answers are inside of us – we must listen for them. This means that we have to spend time tuning into ourselves in silence. This is a scary experience for most people who are not trained to do it. The Ego personality becomes bored immediately, the Lower Self starts freaking out, looking for faults and worrying about everything under the sun… Yet one must push through that to quiet one’s mind, to WITNESS oneself. Witnessing means being neutral and just watching/recording what is being viewed. There is no judgment, no agenda – only neutral watching. This is a way to gather information about your own internal world. Once you have witnessed your physical experience, your feelings and thoughts, then you can study them, analyze them, harmonize them. Notice if what you are feeling or thinking does not match what you know to be a more harmonious perception. This means that your Higher Self knows something that is beneficial to you, but you are listening to the Lower Self’s fears instead. Choose to focus more on the Higher Self’s view, choose to align with that. You will then notice how your experience is changing to a more harmonious one.

Conscious Creation of Your Future - Decide on your Perception

In this current time on Earth the transformation of human consciousness is occurring. It is up to each of us which of the following two places we end up in – the one where we are a Creator or the one where we are a Victim, either in Unity or in Duality, or in Joy or in Fear. We determine our perception/experience. This material planetary Simulation that we exist in, this physical world, is maintained by certain rules which are not changing any time soon, but the human consciousness (or unconsciousness!) is maintained by us – humans. We program our reality perception. This means that if you, ahead of time, decide that whatever happens, it is going to be seen as positive by you (as a lesson, or as a test of your strength, or as an opportunity to practice compassion/being in the moment/inner authority etc.) – then it will be positive for you.

There are going to be many adjustments on this planet, especially during the 2015-2016 download time frame. There are many events coming which might be perceived as traumatic, dangerous, devastating. But this is the typical perception of the Lower 3-D Earth – it is based in a dualistic victim view of the Ego and the Lower Self. If you remain in the Higher Self consciousness, you will be able to benefit by any event. There are no bad events – only bad perceptions of events! Some events are comfortable, some are pleasant, some match what our personality/Ego wants, while others are highly uncomfortable, scary and painful, and represent what we don't want (from the personality view point).

It is a great responsibility for each of us to make our choice of perception ahead of events occurring. By doing so, we place ourselves into the positive, more harmonious and beneficial for us timelines of planetary unfoldment. In other words, we end up materially, when the events occur, in the Higher 3-D Earth range instead of the Lower 3-D Earth because we have decided ahead of time that we will end up there!! This is magic, the #SoulWorkTools of metaphysical mastery – this is how spiritual alchemy works. If you want to end up at point B, decide that you will end up there while still being at point A, then when you move off the point A, you will be pulled towards point B instead of towards point C or D.

Obviously, we cannot override karma, and whatever lessons that we have pre-set or agreed upon, they will occur no matter how much our personality does not want them to. I am talking about creation from the Higher Self, not the personality. For example, say your personality wants your child or friend  to be safe and healthy, but that person has something to learn through a difficult physical condition/situation – they might get sick or get in a car accident no matter how much you do not want them to. But you determine your perception of such an event. If ahead of time you decide that you love your child or friends and whatever occurs to them you will learn compassion through it and become more masterful at it – then when a difficult event does occur, you will be in the Higher Self, you will be able to love, to remain in compassion and conscious learning (vs. fear, pain, victim mode, etc.) The same applies to our own lives. For example, if you go to a spiritual retreat with the idea that you will become enlightened there, this probably won’t happen… Why? Because it is the wish of your personality/Ego, not the Higher Self. If ahead of time you decide that you will go to a retreat and whatever occurs will be beneficial for your personal growth, then this is what happens. But if you go there without that pre-set decision, you might be overly focused on “becoming enlightened” and instead end up comparing yourself to the people there which will bring you into either judgment that you are “not as far along as they are”, or being frustrated with others for “not being enlightened enough”!

When we decide ahead of time on the positive perception of the future, we also harmonize our path. This means that if the lesson can unfold in a less traumatic way, it will – because you decided to be in the Higher Self mode of positive perception. You must live your life now as if what you want is already here and now. This way even if most people end up experiencing something traumatic, you will not be a part of it – the material part of the event might still occur for you, but the experience of it will be completely different than the rest of the people who are in the Lower 3-D Earth of negativity and victimhood. And the damage to your system from the material part of the event might be significantly reduced also.

For example, if you decide that you are going to be safe today – no matter what, It is a psychological/emotional safety perception – a decision ahead of time for the whole day. Then, while you are driving somewhere, a huge accident occurs, or a bridge collapses, or a bomb hits the road – many cars are in the pile up – this is the material component of the event. But because you had decided that you were safe today, i.e. you are in the Higher Self – this means that your Soul is in control, so that it can find the most harmonious solution for you in such a situation. Everyone around you can be in anger, fear, pain, and trauma, but you might have a huge spiritual breakthrough about the nature of reality or your own mortality, etc. – i.e. you might end up with a positive experience, and even be able to be helpful to others, compassionate and kind. And the material damage to you/your car might be also significantly lessened vs. what it could have been if you hadn't made a decision ahead of time.


So, either you determine your own perception of events, or the events will determine your experience! Thus decide now to remain in your Higher Self by choosing to see your life as your creation and make it a positive one, filled with kindness, support, love and learning!

Creating A Morphogenic Field for Awakening

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We all would like to raise consciousness on this planet, so that we could live in peace, living harmoniously inside this material Simulation. We want everyone to “get it” and stop hurting each other and themselves, right? But this harmony will not necessarily occur throughout the unaware human masses. Why? Because the masses of people on Earth today are very much alright with the state of their consciousness and the planetary situation overall. They might not want war, some might want a loving environment for their family and friends – but the overall comprehension of the Universal Laws is so minimal that any of these “peaceful desires” are still rooted deeply within the duality of competition, of Ego’s “me vs. you”, and are in absence of self-responsibility. This is because most people on Earth right now are still in the process of building their individual Selves, thus they cannot reconnect to Oneness yet – that would be premature since the Self lesson is unfinished. This is why most people are still happy to function within the lower unconscious negative systems of social consciousness – they do not see the disharmony!

The change towards more harmony in overall planetary consciousness will eventually occur, but it is being brought about by the starseeds and the more conscious earthlings – the “Forerunners of Ascension” people – us. We are the conscious Creators of our own experiences, we determine our perceptions – i.e. we give meaning to our individual reality. Even though we all are capable of it, only the “forerunners” are actually applying that skill right now. Why? Because the masses do not have a mastery of it yet (since most do not have a clear individual Self to create with and be conscious of!) We, the “forerunners of ascension”, are the ones who can envision a harmonious world and, by holding such a vision, give direction for the mass consciousness to unfold into.


Individualized consciousness of high frequency naturally functions within the universal laws, thus even though each Self is unique, there is an energetic similarity – which generates a potent morphogenic field of harmony on Earth. What do we program such a field with? Self-responsibility and Love. If we know that we are the creators – then we are fully responsible for our creations. And then there is no more victim and abuser, only the lesson. And if we are synchronized with the universal love energy – we are linked to Oneness, dissolved in it. In other words, self-responsibility is the Creator/Self component, and Love is the Oneness component – thus generating Individualized Oneness, or Unity Consciousness (or Christ Consciousness). If all the “forerunners” are as much as possible within that state, we together amplify the morphogenic field on Earth that will support the Higher 3-D Earth, and lead the masses into that direction – into awakening. So please, do your part.

The Nature of Good and Evil

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This is such a loaded subject!

First of all – there is no WAR between the good and evil. Good always wins so what would be the point in fighting? The very act of fighting will actually make “good” into “evil” and thus good does not fight evil. Good shows the path of Light to the evil, and evil can take it or not (eventually it does).

Secondly, usually people attach a multitude of judgments to these terms, when essentially anything that does not fit their beliefs becomes “evil” in their eyes. But in Truth, these terms actually do relate to very particular energy patterns which, if viewed without emotional reactions and mental judgments, can be very helpful in clarifying the spiritual path of all of us incarnated on Earth.

To explain these energy patterns we first have to comprehend the terms and dynamics of this Universe:
  • The Source/God-the-Absolute creates the Universe.
  • The Source/God-the-Absolute is comprised of 3 “parts”: 1- the Cosmic Root Substance (which is the matrix of potential – the Life principle, or the Goddess/Dove); 2- the Creator (which is the initial impulse for self-realization – the Father principle); 3- the Word (which represents the initial structures, the materialized matrix on which the entire creation can be built, through which the Souls can explore Life – the Son principle).
  • The Souls (components of Source/God) expand from the Source, moving away from it into density – to explore creation.
  • This process is called the descent/involution (away from the Source/Oneness) and the ascent/evolution (back to the Source/Oneness). 
  • The reason for this entire exercise is that when the Soul returns to Source, it brings something unique into it – the Self (its own unique perception/path) – this is why even though all Souls are the same (came out of the same stuff), we all are different (had different journeys, incarnated in different realities/planets/forms, etc.)
  • When a Soul moves away from Source, it loses the awareness of Oneness (the Life/Goddess)
  • When a Soul comes back towards the Source, it builds its individual Self, and remembers Oneness (the Life/Goddess) – this results in a Soul-Self (or an Individualized Oneness perception).

This describes the normal path of Soul away from Source and back into it – Soul leaves the connectedness, enters the density/separation of the lower dimensions, then eventually turns back to Source, building its individuality in the process, and reuniting with the connectedness of all life. In other words – out of connectedness, into separation, then back to connectedness (but with a unique personal perception). This is the path that is part of the original design, so to speak, and this is what should be labeled “GOOD”.

When this process malfunctions, “evil” is created. This is exactly how it works: 
  • Soul separates from the Oneness, moves into density;
  • Then this Soul figures its own perception inside the separation (far away from the Oneness);
  • This Self then remains separate, disconnected from Oneness, seeing itself superior to it.

The arrogance and selfishness of this separated Self leads that Self to attempt to control/overpower Life instead of work with Life. In other words, when the HONOR and RESPECT of Life is absent, “evil” is created.

Thus it is not the Self/individuality in itself that is the problem, but the separation of the Self, or refusal to reconnect, to the rest of the Universe. Becoming a Self is a requirement in order to spiritually “wake up”, to build a Soul-Self which eventually enriches the Source. But when that Self remains in separation, it goes against the Harmony of Creation – this stubborn selfish extreme separation is what should be labeled “EVIL”.

In Gnostic writings there is this story (this is the highly abridged version!):
God the Absolute created the Universe, and one of his creations was Sophia. She then created Yaldabaoth. He was “hidden” from God-the-Absolute by Sophia. Ignorant Yaldabaoth did not know of God and he barely remembered Sophia. He began creating his own world, believing himself to be the only creator – thus he created our universe that we live in and presided over it as the Creator. Sophia was pained by his arrogance in belief that he could create anything without her, the Life principle which originated him. Yaldabaoth created Archons to rule with him over his universe. Yaldabaoth believed that he originated himself and that Sophia was irrelevant. But at the same time he wanted what she had – the power of Life. He attempted to copy the Life principle, able to create more and more forms – copies, devoid of the Life of Sophia (and disconnected from God the Absolute). Eventually he created people on Earth. But Sophia breathed Life into them (gave them Souls), making Eve and all other women the principal carriers of the true Life principle. Yaldabaoth attempted to take that Life out of Eve and all the women, but he failed no matter what he did to punish and suppress them. One of Yaldabaoth’s Archons called Sabaoth was able to comprehend Sophia and became one of her followers. Sabaoth then created his own worlds with his own Archons, all loving Sophia. Sabaoth became an enemy of Yaldabaoth – from Yaldabaoth’s view, Sabaoth had what Yaldabaoth wanted – the power of Sophia, but Yaldabaoth tried to take it by force and failed, while Sabaoth received it through love.

And people of Earth were fooled, they were taught by Yaldabaoth to worship him as God, and to see Sabaoth as evil – when in truth it is the other way around.

This story illustrates well the creation of “evil” and also means that “evil” is redeemable – it can become “good” if it only learns to honor and respect the Goddess (even though Yaldabaoth is still the arrogant evil ruler, one of his archons woke up and joined the “good camp”). This “becoming good” comes with self-responsibility and accountability to the Universe – the very thing that the immature separated Self is trying to avoid. Applying the #SoulWorkTools of Unity Consciousness transformation allows one to attain harmony with the Goddess (equalizing it with the Creator-God).