Autumn Equinox

Equinox is the time of harvest celebration, the balance of the Light and the Dark. In the fall equinox, the summer’s gifts had arrived, the night takes over and brings the cold of winter – the time of death and regeneration. The autumn equinox represents the duality that exists within the human experience. Just like all things must die in Nature before they are born again, so does the human consciousness must descent into the “darkness” before it can awaken to the “light”.

All who desire the Light of Consciousness must face the inner darkness of unconsciousness in order to awaken. The Ego personality is the one that experiences the beginning of “death” during the autumn equinox, after which one must deal with the inner unconsciousness, the inner chaos, the projections and fears, the blames and power-struggles, the anger and resentments, and above all – the meaning of who one is – for the Ego must let go, relinquishing its position to the Higher Self. The autumn equinox is the preparation for the spiritual Soul-Self to be activated at the winter solstice.

Horus and Seth Pendant to be worn over the chest - from Myers Museum - copyright: Paul James Cowie
In ancient Egypt, both equinoxes held special meaning of Mother-Goddess Hathor balancing the Light (in the form of Horus) and the Dark (in the form of Seth). This is the ancient Eye of Horus and Eye of Ra mystery schools symbol for the processing of the inner darkness of the personality in order to awaken to the Light of consciousness, with Hathor (the Mother Nature) as an equalizer pathway for the building of the Soul-Self – the “two eyes” (magnetic wisdom and electric knowledge) surrounding the Sun Disk of Ra (the Soul-Self), held by the two cobras (the Wadjet, the “inner knowing”, the symbol for the mystery schools of Egypt).

This fall equinox will commence at 4:22am EST (1:22am PST) on the morning of the September 23rd. I am setting up a special Night Quad for this event (the Tuesday night quad – from the night of the 22nd tothe morning of the 23rd) – let me know if you want to be in it :)
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Awareness vs. Consciousness

We often use the words “conscious awareness”, meaning the same thing as “awareness” itself… In Maat (truth) the awareness is a Soul quality on its descent into density, while the Soul is on the involution path. The consciousness is a Soul quality on the ascent back to Source, while on the evolution path back home. 

When the Soul leaves Source, it has an awareness of Oneness. That awareness is often mistaken for consciousness in the people who feel the Oneness so deeply – it feels that since a person is so aware of the Oneness, that person must be very conscious. In truth though, one might be on the descent path into density and this is why one might still have a very strong awareness of Oneness.
"Cosmic Eye" by Morgie Puff

Return back to that Oneness without consciousness is an evolutionary non-fulfillment though – since we descended into the density of lower dimensions for the very purpose of building the conscious Soul! 

If one descends into denser levels of perception over the course of thousands of lifetimes, only to wish they could turn back and “go home” – they do not achieve consciousness. That entity will only be able to become more aware of the Oneness again. But this does not benefit the Source! In other words, we enrich the reality of the Source by descending into the illusion of density, away from Oneness, forgetting Oneness so that as we remember it again on the way back, we build our conscious understanding of the universe, thus enriching the Source with our own unique perceptions.

Individuality is an essential component of consciousness. One cannot be conscious without having a Self. One can be in awareness without a clear Self though, because awareness is wholistic – merged. Individuality requires a form of separation, but through that separation we arrive at conscious comprehension of experiences – which leads to personal wisdom, the conscious Soul (or what I call a Soul-Self).

Some currently incarnated Souls are ready to begin their ascent back to Source, increasing their vibrations and developing further their conscious Self. But there are many who have not yet generated that individual Self at all, who’s Souls are “asleep” – they are already too far from the Oneness to experience it, yet they have not began their return to Source because no wisdom has been gathered.

This is why so many Souls incarnated on Earth right now are choosing to go further down into density – this is the only way to separate enough from the tribal perceptions to eventually develop a conscious Soul (or a Soul-Self). It is going to be a very long road… The ones of you who are already on the path of individuality and consciousness will find that uniting with others on that same path, together applying all the #SoulWorkTools, might bring you joy and a feeling of community of a much higher frequency.