You are always loved by the God Source!

You are always loved by the God Source! hearts made of tree bark

You are loved right now. As you are. With all of your imperfections.
In the “beginning” the God Source was “bored”, and so it split into many parts of itself in order to “entertain” itself. These sparks each went on their own unique journey – these are our Souls. On these journeys of exploration of the Universe, the Souls learned a lot and the COMPREHENSION of reality came into being.
The Souls participated in different experiments – in “classrooms” like our Earth. Inside each Simulation / classroom, a personality was created by each Soul in order to learn further. The imperfection of each personality fed into a magnificent tapestry of God Source, further “entertaining” it :)

You are always accepted as a perfect divine aspect of God Source, a sacred extension of creation.

When we feel bad about ourselves, it is connected to the friction between the image of how we should be and the image of how we are.

If the “should” is connected to the Higher Self (let's say one feels guilty because one lied, or betrayed someone, or was irresponsible, etc.) – then we feel bad as a consequence of our conscience. The solution here is to FORGIVE ourselves and move on. When we feel bad because we didn’t behave as we knew we could, we automatically claim the lesson. But the key here is to forgive ourselves. We must take responsibility and either fix the situation we behaved incorrectly in, or commit to doing better the next time. But either way, we must let it go. Forgiveness and letting go are the solutions to this type of “feeling bad”.

'If the “should” is connected to the Ego or the Lower Self (let's say one feels bad because one went against the norm, didn’t do as someone else had expected them to, or we chose to put ourselves first in a selfish way, etc.) then we feel bad because we are disappointing someone or breaking someone else’s expectations of us, or we didn’t get what our ego wanted. The solution here is to REVIEW the origin of the expectations that you are placing on yourself, be clear if they are your own or not (most of the time they are either the parental or socially expected ones), and then recommit to your own idea of yourself. The key here is to RELEASE someone else’s expectations of you. It is ok to disappoint others – they are not walking your path and they are not your Higher Self, so they have their own agendas. It is not ok to be cruel or aggressive about it, but if you KNOW what you must do and it is not what someone else wants of you, you still must go for it, but be clear, kind and present. Comprehension and release of someone else’s expectations are the solutions to this type of “feeling bad”.

The substance we are made of is Love. We are not made of restrictions and expectations. These limitations are just the patterns of our own perception. If one’s perceptional lens is clear, one is Love. And Love is Abundance.

You are a broadcasting station – from you into the Universe resonate the waves of images, perceptions, beliefs, emotions, and thoughts. What are you broadcasting? Are you embodying a belief that you are loved and supported, and that your imperfections are simply components of your learning process and are precious just like you? That you are working on becoming a master of yourself, remaining in the Higher 3D Earth and ascending further into the higher frequencies?

Or are you embodying a belief that you are deficient, defective, that your Lower Self will always win and that you are lacking some magic trait for awakening?

We are the ones generating these beliefs. Thus we are the ones who can change them into anything we want. A belief is a combination of presence in the body, emotional experience, and thought patterns – a blend that we don’t usually question, but simply accept as is. Most beliefs are karmic, and amplified by the upbringing from the earlier years of our lives. If you want to change a belief, QUESTION it!!! When you move it from the category of “for sure 100%” into “this is one of the opinions”, then it is easier to further move it into “what if this is not true?” and so on.

Practice. Look at your negative beliefs and question them. Look at your fear of disappointing someone else – this could be another person, or a Lower Self inner-child that has a fear about disappointing the Higher Self inner-adult. Please leave your comments below!

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  1. I just finished homework #4 last week and this blog entry is exactly what I needed to read. I was able to forgive others but I think I forgot to forgive myself. Thanks Eugenia. Love, Cynthia

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    1. You are very welcome, Cynthia! Yes, always remember yourself! :)

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  2. I found this post incredibly helpful - especially at this particular time in my life, on this particular day. It is amazing how we (or, more specifically - I) tend to forget some truths. Even if we know them, heard them before, the habitual patterns often crowd this out. At this time THIS reminder was so perfect! I especially love the part of questioning your beliefs, I find that whole process (move it from 100% true to "this is one possibility") extremely helpful and I try to use it all the time. It absolutely changed my life. But I do have to stay vigilant and stay in that awareness, it is so easy to slip and forget! Thank you for this post. Dasha Alexandrov

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  3. I love the clarity of what you have written, and that you are encouraging us to do inquiry on all three levels: presence in the body, emotional experience and thought patterns! I find I have tools that do one or the other well, but don't include all of them. It is up to me to find the ways to combine whatever tools I have to look at all three of these areas in myself in order to let go of karmic beliefs! Thanks Eugenia. Bobbie

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    1. yes, each pattern and solution is unique. Digging at the root of the problem, the cause, tends to unify the solutions though :)

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  4. I recently lost my beloved little dog. From something undiagnosed. She was at vets many times and I saw signs, and didn't have a clue what was going on. I blamed my vet for not thinking outside the box and suggesting this option to me so I could have her checked. I blamed myself for not somehow knowing, finding out, being able to intuit it. As a result she suffered and I misinterpreted some of her behavior negatively. Not having the slightest clue it was a physical related problem. I'm trying to know the lesson behind this experience. I'm trying to forgive. I'm grappling with not knowing/learning/discovering so I could help/prevent her experience. I'm trying to understand what happened. I know that is living in 3D. I feel that I am searching for a way to figure this out and make sense of it. On a higher level I get that there's no blame. And that's not what I am feeling. I'm trying to reach an higher understanding on why this was missed. it makes no logical sense to me. And, what is my lesson? An attainable lesson that I can put into theory and accomplish. I know what you say is true. And, I'm not yet able to be there. my mind wants an answer and understanding and comprehension. I feel if I could just know the reason for this lesson that I could move on. Linda Tyrrell

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    1. Linda, I think the reason for this lesson is somehow linked to the love=suffering karmic link you got going... You love what is suffering, you are suffering to love, etc. What if love is NOT related to suffering? What is suffering is unnecessary? Perhaps your dog was matching your "need for suffering" because "life is suffering" belief? It is not your fault or the dog's fault, or the vet's fault. It is about "forgiving the suffering for existing" in the first place... Love to you. See you in the quads :)

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    2. Eugenia,

      thank you, as always.

      Linda

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  5. The challenge for me in this equation is forgetting the Loved-No-Matter-What piece in the middle of the analytic exploration — the lower self hijacks the curiosity-exploration of the false beliefs into a negative process, further supporting its own beliefs (it converts the exploration into a proof that “I’m nothing and unloveable”). This is an exactly-right-timing reminder (thank you, Eugenia) to go back to the Knowing/Experience of Being Loved as soon as I can after noticing the hijack. Let the Love fuel the exploration, and ‘right the hijack’. - Lauralyn (PS: It is time to change my old, old story(belief) that I’m safer when I’m hiding.)

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    1. The KNOWING is the Higher Self view, and thru the Observer is helps the Lower Self not to drown in the negativity :)
      (PS - the comment showed up, so it was just hiding?)

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  6. Eugenia,
    I read this post several times and today I finally feel a shift. The comment above regarding Love=suffering really resonated. Recently, I went inside and found my core...the part of me that is whole and indestructible. Until then, I believed the young, wounded, suffering inner child WAS my core. Suddenly I realize she, and all the other many aspects have nothing to do with who I REALLY am, they just need to be acknowledged, understood, and loved!!! (and it's alright that they're there, they just don't run the show...).
    The question from your last post, "are you willing to receive as much as you're willing to give", definitely propelled my in this direction. For (maybe) the first time in understand the importance of balance.
    Many Thanks and Much Love,
    Margie

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    1. You're welcome, Margie. I am very happy that you realized your CORE is the SOUL/Higher Self aspect, not the Lower Self child (it is ok for her to be there, as long as she doesn't run the show :) Love!

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